Its so hard putting something dear to you in the hands of someone you have never met, never seen, never heard, and for all you know could not exist. and how can i just let be in his hands. i try i really do. but ahhhhhhhh IDK!!!!. it just makes me over think every. are the words true? are they toned down?is my missing so much more. are the two not even close.  why does it have to be so much harder for me. i just miss you. and i am scared and i just don't wanna be forgotten. love you<3


"There are three things that remain - faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love."
1 Corinthians 13:13

8/26/2008 02:17:00 PM
Categories: Author: Derek

Its amazing how you know somethings gonna come and you try to prepare, but when it comes it hits you like a truck. I miss her a lot. like seriously a lot. But she is where she needs to be and i know she is happy up there. As hard as it is for me to trust God, i guess i just have to put it in his hands. so yeah. i miss her =(

8/22/2008 02:21:00 PM
Categories: Author: Derek

After deleting my blog more than a year ago, I have decided to make a comeback to world of internet journaling. As of now, I'm not sure just how much i will be posting on this thing, but I am sure it will be an adequate amount.

8/22/2008 02:07:00 PM
Categories: Author: Derek